Series 9 Episode 8 discussion

[Forever Secret]

I agree it was Lucas not John who jumped, Lucas was a good man, John as the man he wanted to leave behind.
I was just thinking about this, about the scene with Ruth we see Lucas, the good side who offers the advice to her, to take the chance while its there, but when she asks "How would you do it how would you kill me?" and he tells her he'd shoot her in the back of the head, it seems that is John talking but when she gets through to him, he can't face looking at her while killing her, he doesn't shoot her instead he hooks her up to the drip and gives her a chance of living, and that way he doesn't have to see her face as she dies, seems like that was Lucas, the good man who still would give Ruth a chance, John would've just shot her
And again on the roof, you can kind of see a change, to start with its John with the gun to Harry's head, then the flashbacks come and we see Lucas, who in the the chose to end it.
Poor Lucas seems like after it all he had some sort of mutilple personality, because he started off as just using the name Lucas and ended being a Lucas North, he changed from John Bateman into a good person saving lives, and John was closed away, then when Vaughn returned, when he was reminded of John he became confused as to who he was